tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31238111.post433166009874679164..comments2023-10-05T09:59:09.607-07:00Comments on Reverie: FeelingsTom Frankhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17636917644087489492noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31238111.post-55434627728306112142007-08-08T14:09:00.000-07:002007-08-08T14:09:00.000-07:00My biggest thing, when it comes to her loss, is th...My biggest thing, when it comes to her loss, is that for years and years we "expected" her to die, to a certain extent, but after the heart transplant, it seemed like she had been given a few more years, and we all sort of wiped our brows and stopped expecting it. That's the hardest part for me. I was no longer prepared, as I had been for years.Nikkihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14984557183058864490noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31238111.post-68822760845697150902007-08-08T04:42:00.000-07:002007-08-08T04:42:00.000-07:00Tom My friend...I know exactly what you are feelin...Tom My friend...<BR/>I know exactly what you are feeling... it is a sign of aging..<BR/>Lately I have been having lapses of thought and energy. My mind wanders to my younger brother. I haven't heard from anyone in my family since his funeral, over two months...I thought the funeral and his death would allow the hurts to heal... I am lonely but unwilling to stretch out my hand. (Tired of it being chopped off)<BR/>When I golf, I think of him, not every moment, but often. Recently been fishing and I think of him there as well... when I watch the Mariners on t.v. I think of him... All the things we shared and did together, blown apart in an instant. He has been gone since May 23rd. just over two months... I find myself wanting to pick up the phone and talk with him, he is not there nor will he ever be again. So, what can we do? Walk lethargically thru life, play the game? <BR/>My mom died 14 years ago last April. She was 62. You video of your mom reminds me so much of my mom it's eery. I have all those silent movies and present ones too. Not enough footage to justify her 62 years. <BR/>I love you my friend and brother. All I can tell you is the hurt will fade with time. <BR/>Do your best to give yourself to others because our time will be here soon enough and what will we have left of ourselves for others to remember us by? Bitterness? Or a love for life that is contagious?!!!<BR/>Thanks again for sharing.Timmy Jimmyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08912839027758799339noreply@blogger.com