Oh, so fucked, so seriously fucked, it’s not even funny
Just when I thought something good was happening for me professionally
I take a step back to explain
I got a great gig in Beijing for a month maybe two, one show a night and perhaps get a magic shop started. that was the talk, the contract was all but signed and plane tickets bought. Club owner already advertising an opening of Feb. 6 for Beijing's only comedy magic club.
On Dec. 23rd I overnighted my shit to renew my passport. Today I got the ugly letter informing me that my request had been denied due to child support owed.
A gig that might have helped me pay my child support, taken away from me because I owe $25,000 in back child support.
Don’t make much sense to me, but I’m not that bright. Hell, if I were, I probably wouldn’t be in this mess.
But I am, and got no one to blame but myself
Kids I can’t pay for, even though I really want to.
I like to think that my child support payment history clearly demonstrates, that if I have the money. . . she does. I want to make enough to pay my child support. . . REALLY!
So many things working against so many people
A planet full of problems
and a belly full of booze
shit who knows, maybe I’ll get another DUI on my way to score some pot I can’t afford.
I’ll lay it out for you
I’m not going away
you can’t kill me
or my spirit
I will survive
happy new year